I have been pretty busy lately but I thought I would post since I know all my readers are waiting with bated breath for the next scrap of wisdom.
(That was a small joke)
(A very very small joke)
Since it is becoming increasingly clear by the minute that I am going to live to see 2025, I thought I would share a few of my thoughts.
I think 2025 is going to be a very significant year for me. The Spravato treatments are finally working well enough that I am confident enough to think about being in recovery, about what my next steps might be, about whether I can (or will) change as a person as I go through recovery, and in what ways.
At the same time I recognize that I may be rereading the previous paragraph with mirthless laughter in a week or two.
Things are still tentative. The ice is thin. What if something really bad happens? How will it affect me?
Mostly I plan to live in the present because I have so few answers about the future and the past is still an open wound.
Black Hole Radiation 